Heart desires

God, you know you are the desire of my heart yet you see the hidden parts of my heart. Why is there a war to give you all of me when you love me like you do? All I can is to say I need you, I really need you. May my love for you not only be demonstrated with words like "I love you" but by laying down my own desires and life for the sake of the gospel. I give you me for my life is no longer my own.